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Chanel Lim Jiajia , Fifthteen ,I love the ones around me , I don’t let many people in, but once they’re in, they’re there forever , I don’t want to end up making promises that I have no intentions of keeping or say things that I don’t feel , No matter what happens, life still goes on. You have to know that. Stop hanging on. Let go and move on. You're still the ove of my life and the most important key to my heart

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Monday, May 17, 2010

Those lil unhappiness , runaway luv











Today was last day of examzxc , great to the max cause there's no school tomorrow :x !
Flung D&T today , extreme hardcore can Hahahahahaha .. But i managed to complete it without knowing how to do also , Cool uh .. And i swear i dont like the sitting arrangement my whole class was cramp with 3n2 & 3n3 D&T class people . Hehehhee
Was late for school today reached school at 7.30 but heng sim not there .

& Boy you promised to meet me today but al last ? you went bombing me and giving stupid excuses .
Its not the first time you gave me excuses when i want to meet you .
you yesterday still say you'll meet me at last also jiaowei . i hate you seriously for lying to me !
i hate your excuses too , they sucks ! And please boy your words never come true .
i missed you and wanted to see your face but you kept giving me excuses ..
Everytime i look at my phone it'll only reminds me of you , everytime when i hold my phone and wait for your reply i'll always lied to myself saying you'll reply . but no i was wrong i eventually wait till i fall asleep but you dint even reply . what's wrong ? I cant stop now after all those quarrell and talks , i gonna take a lil step at a time . im really afraid that when i fall again you'll never ever be there to pick me up . do you know how i really feel not ? im really v. disappointed im upset that i cant trust you anymore thus its not even i dont want to trust you . you eventually make me lost trust in you . We could even laugh at those lil things that happen to us , you laugh and said : no matter what lim bei will be here for you baby . But now? when i need you , where are you ?! you are just lying ! but sometimes i just feel like giving up , from that moment when i was about to give up you'll be there to assure me with your those unbelieveable words . I thought you were the nice one to pick me up from that worst relationship of mine , neither did i expect you'll turn out to be like that .. i'll wait for you cause i dont know what else to do . i really need you in my life .. Me luv you ♥♥♥♥ !

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