JEALOUSY ,

HELLOS :] ,

Today:
woke up with a terrible headache ,
went market eat than grandma drove me back to tpy the house . use comp till baby woke up ,
bathe & headed down to hub . walked around amk centre ,
see which handphone shop the price higher cause selling my sony ericson phone ,
sold it for $__ . cause of bad condition and without full set ! grrrr
went watched proposal , was veryy funny . hahaha then went banquet for dinner ,
guess who i saw ? FFFFIIIIZZZAAAHHH - Fizah :] hahaha
she having dinner with her family . ate than baby went buy kfc than headed down to mrt station and homed .

P.s/i've change my hp no, if you want it get it from me either through some ways or personally , thankyou .

To ShuMin :
Yea , so what it is JEALOUSY ? You should know how it feels like when it comes to being biased .
its not im not satisfied with the way you're handling things . i dntmind you asking people to say things about me in your tagboard , its your heart their mouth anyway . i cant do anything .
i don't mind being the bad one , while you play the part of a good one . its alright with me .
you see , everytime you quarrelled with me you'll write about me in your blog ,
as if im really the bad guy . & let people describe plus critisize me? hahaha .
what about Ellis ? when you quarrelled with her did you ever describe her till the max ?
sadly to say , No ! so yea what do you say about this . i don't think you forgot the promise you made to me .
either treat it fairly or no more C only ES ? idk why you're always siding her , helping her even when she's in the wrong . when i me
show some attitude when i am not the one in the wrong you'll say . idk what the hell happened to you . this is what happen which made it so hard to be erased in my mind .
now you know the feeling of how you must treat everthing equally ,? i know you'll be crying when you see this , i don't mean to hurt you but seriously i've no choice , i've to stand up for myself and for my own rights !
i cant let people judge me , nor you nor her . and don't forget there will always be someone handling our problem , brain-washing you ? idk , up to you to listen or what . idc i've no rights to stop you from listening its your pair of ears correct ? like what this person says :
Anonymous: I don't mind playing the bad guy, I don't mind if you hate me. But you're an awesome girl who deserves more than what she is giving you now. You will still have Ellis and you must remember in mind..
isn't this what others wanted ? ES ? not ESC ! get it ?
& Anonymous: When it's time to let go, let go. I know you are very reluctant about this matter but you'll never know what new things will approach you if you keep clinging on the past.
so yea , its up to you to decide if ESC will still exsist . you always say im biased to you .
now you will truely understand what's th feeling of being trapped in between , you've never understand my feelings once , you muat always prepare yourself for th next alright ? and i've change my hp no for your info , plus tell that person who asked about the nf that there is a tag , thanks !

To Ellis :
Don't get too offended by this , you should know why i wouldn't forgive you .
it is because im not like sm who's that softhearted , you shold understand me by then , alr 1year plus ?
i will not forgive and forget that easily as those words were too offending , seriously very offending .
i know mato is better somehow , who is always there for you ? you always claim that we don't understand you ,
where the fact is you don't even want to tell us ? as if we'll add on your burden ?!
i know you don't trust me , think im that type who spreads your secret ? hahaha then let it be me bahs ok .
as long as i know im not that sort who betrays close friends for your info . we'll just let time decide our fate , see if it lets us become as close as last time . byebye